Failed Stress Test

Dec. 17, 2019, was early in the morning for me I was in my car and I was headed to the Stress test place. I got there and sat there thinking of what could go wrong.

Test

I came in my workout clothes, Not shorts, it was cold outside, I am not that stupid, unlike some people that think I am. They call me back and I get the wires on me. They explain that I will need to work the treadmill for at least 45 min. Of course, I said I could do that. I think there is no way in hell I am doing that for 45 minutes at a certain pace. No, it isn’t at a slow pace, it is like at a high pace, can’t remember the pace, but it was like 10 MPH or something like that.

Hook me up

I sat there with my shirt off and started to get hooked up to everything and I was psyching myself up to get on that treadmill and get all sweaty and die of a heart attack. But something didn’t look like with the heart rhythm has it was going across the computer screen. The tech that was (going to laugh at me on the treadmill) helping me with the test said they will be right back. Now I am thinking what the heck is going on? Am just too fat and can’t get on the treadmill. I am not, but you think of a lot of things.

Heart Rhythm

They came back in and printed out some papers and then left again. I was sitting there thinking of the worse possibility. What did I do to myself? Man life I hate myself? You know, just thinking the worse things ever.

They came back in and said they noticed some odd things and they will be needed to do another test. I asked what was wrong, they said they weren’t sure, they just saw some things that they weren’t sure about, but I couldn’t do the test I came in for. Great, I thought to myself I was a dead man. I wonder how long I have.

Rest of the day

I got dressed and scheduled my new test, it will still be a 3-hour test. I won’t get lost and end up somewhere trying to figure out how to get back home. What transpired in the morning was on my mind all day, thinking the worse things possible. I was thinking OK, do I need to make plans for my untimely death?